When You No Longer Fear Losing Life

Experience Life So Fully- There’s No Fear of Losing It

There’s a word I’ve been sitting with lately: rapture.

For many, it brings up something dramatic… an end… a moment where life as we know it stops. Sometimes even something to fear.

But that’s never quite how the word has felt to me.

Instead, I keep coming back to this question:

What if rapture isn’t about leaving life — but about experiencing it so fully, there’s no fear of losing it?

That thought landed deeply.

Because when I reflect on my life — through Reiki, through the people I’ve worked with, and through moments that have brought me very close to the edge several times, (most recently the anaphylactic reaction to MRI contrast) — I don’t experience life as something that simply ends.

I’ve witnessed people at fragile thresholds.
I’ve felt life hang in the balance.
And I’ve also held other peoples life in my hands — feeling the weight of that moment, and then witnessing it continue.

Those experiences change you.

But I also recognize something else:
If it weren’t for my Reiki self-practice — and the years of practicing with others — I don’t know that I would have experienced those moments in the same way.

Reiki has taught me how to be present.
To stay grounded in connection.
To soften instead of brace.
To feel life, even at the edge/threshold of uncertainty.

Because of that, those moments didn’t become fear-filled…
they became deeply connected.

And what surprised me most is this: what I did feel in those moments…

It was stillness.
Peace.
A quiet sense that something deeper was present… even in uncertainty.

Those experiences didn’t make me fear death — they made me trust life more deeply.

Not because I understand everything, but because in those fragile spaces, I felt something continue. A presence. A continuity. A sense that life wasn’t disappearing… only changing. And I recognized it through my connection with Reiki.

And I realized something important: Fear would not have allowed me to be present to those moments.

If I had been caught in fear — I would have pulled away.

But presence allowed me to stay.
To witness.
To feel the continuity of life, even at a threshold.

And once you feel that, it changes how you relate to endings.

So when I hear “rapture” described as something final, something separating, or something to fear — it doesn’t quite match what I’ve experienced.

To me, it feels more like a deepening.
A surrender into trust.
A way of being with life so fully that even change doesn’t feel like loss.

And it makes me wonder…

Do you think endings in life are truly endings —
or are they transformations we don’t fully understand yet?

And what if the fear around certain ideas comes more from how they’ve been described… than from what they actually feel like?

For me, “rapture” has become less about something happening to us,
and more about a way of being with life.

A deep presence.
A surrender.
A trust that life continues — even when it changes form from how we know it.

And maybe that’s where peace and freedom is.

With love,
Jenna

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Upcoming Workshop: Awakening Your Intuition with Reiki

If this reflection resonated with you, I’d love to invite you into a deeper experience.

On April 25, I’m offering a live Intuition Workshop — a guided space to reconnect with your inner knowing, deepen presence, and learn how to trust the quiet signals already within you.

This isn’t about forcing intuition.
It’s about clearing what gets in the way of it.

In this workshop, we’ll work with:

• Practices to quiet mental noise and access inner clarity
• Gentle techniques to clear energetic blocks that cloud intuition
• Exercises to sense energy and subtle awareness
• Tools to strengthen trust in your intuitive impressions
• A deeper connection to your body as a source of guidance
• A guided meditation to integrate and anchor your experience

As tension softens and energy begins to flow more freely, intuition often becomes more natural, more immediate, and easier to trust.

You’ll leave with:

• A clearer sense of your intuitive language
• Simple practices you can continue using
• Greater trust in your inner guidance
• A deeper connection to presence and awareness

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Date: Sunday April 26 from 10-12:30 Hawaii Time

Live Online Workshop

$60